Ok, you know those moments where you feel like you’re so far behind why bother? I guess that’s what I’ve felt this last few weeks. I haven’t blogged in a while mostly because my newly turned 4 year-old dumped water on my laptop keyboard and fried it. It was getting repaired for a little over two weeks. It’s been back a week now but sometimes when you get off the horse it’s hard to get back on.
The farm is super busy this time of year. I might have bitten off more than I can chew with the garden but so far it’s going ok. My biggest loss is most of my tomato plants which I put in too early and our hard frost the other night was no match, even after I spent a lot of time covering everything. Disappointing but I have extras still here in the house and gardening is a learning experience every moment. The animals are all doing well and Scott has started green chopping for them until we get a second pasture built to accommodate the extra animals and wear they put on our primary pasture. I’m trying to keep the yard mowed and Justin is in charge of the trimming. About half of my flower gardens are looking presentable but they all need a fresh coating of mulch this year. Maybe next week…
Meanwhile, I’m still trying to keep the house from looking like an episode of Hoarders. The kids are all wanting to spend as much time outside as possible so their normal aversion to house chores is significantly worse. I have successfully washed and put away all the winter wear and switched out everyone’s closets to warmer weather attire except for mine. I’m still working out of bins. My bedroom does resemble a hoarder’s!
Some highlights from the last few weeks:
Hosting the girl scouts for their gardening badge was exciting last week. They’ll be here again tomorrow to finish up their requirements. It was so fun to share what I know and they were all eager to participate. They were mostly happy to make their own pots and dig up all sorts of flowers from my gardens. I can only imagine what some parents were saying when they got them home and discovered what they had on their hands! Sometimes as a stay-at-home-mom and farmer you don’t feel like you may have much to contribute. Heck, one of my children told me a few weeks back that she was interviewing her father for her biography project because “he had a real job.” Having this group of girls here was a nice reminder that I’m worth something.
Gracie had her Spring musical at the elementary center. She had a small speaking part and did a wonderful job.
Kendra has been very successful running sprints in track this year. We’ve been attending as many meets as possible to cheer her on. She’s also been gone a lot on Saturdays to invitationals so my extra hands have been absent. This is her last week.
Scott completed coaching another year of 7th and 8th grade girls volleyball last week. He really enjoys doing it but it’s a strain on us all this time of year. His business picks up as well as things here at home. We’re both grateful for a successful season and the conclusion of it.
Both boys have gone through some rough spells these last couple weeks. I think some of it is just a phase, other times I think they’re ready to be done with school. ADHD is a continual learning curve for me and I have been very stressed over them and what I don’t understand lately. I saw a very cute cartoon on Facebook the other day. It was a picture of a person laying in bed and said something like this: As soon as I’m ready to go to sleep my ADHD kicks in and I start counting sheep. One sheep, two sheep, cow, horse, Old McDonald had a farm, Heeeeyyyy Macarena!” This really describes my boys! We’re all over the board lately.
Both the littlest girls are “helping” here on the farm each day. They enjoy doing chores with me and bringing in the eggs. Wait until we get the egg cartons tomorrow via UPS and they can stamp our last name on them. You know you’ve made it when you have your name on an egg carton???!!!! Anyway, they’re cuties who make some days a struggle to get things accomplished but I know that I’m teaching them tons by letting them help.

Mother's Day with my mom and Mimi
Suddenly tonight I just felt better. I felt like my break of insanity was over and it was time to get back to writing. I appreciate the outlet. I missed it as well, I just found it hard to get back here. But I’m here now and here to stay. I just renewed my ownership of my domain name. I’ve been at this blogging thing for a year now. I’m happy to be here and share what I can. I hope that someone can find a bit of information to use in their home, that someone can realize that they’re worth something even though they’re not good enough for a kid’s biography project. We’re all valuable fish in the cyber-sea.
